What God is Trying to Get Through To Me, But I Keep Fighting Him

This blog is selfish therapy.

maybe all writers have this churning in them... some desire to express....some desire to be heard...some desire to be recognized..... some desire to be relevant

I tweeted something recently:

and when I wrote it... I was hurting.

I live in a world of teenagers. When I was at that stage 35 years ago- a pimple was a massive problem. I was sure everyone was staring at it. I'm old enough now to know that no one ever really noticed and if they did...well, teens have pimples.

Nowadays, I wish it were just pimples.

These last ten years.... I get to see how the sausage is made... and sadly, I see first hand how sinister the serpent is. And he loves to prey on the young and vulnerable.

Now, please don't misinterpret my message- there has never been a golden age where "Father Knows Best" and "Mayberry" came together in sweet harmony that every child was loved and every dog came home after giving a boy a little scare.

In 1938, Thornton Wilder stripped away that notion with a simple but haunting play called "Our Town"". Though he portrayed Grovers Corners as that all-american, apple pie existence...the raw nerves were exposed when Emily chooses to go back and see how her life really was- despite being warned not to by the omniscient stage manager.

She picks just an 'ordinary' day... her 14th birthday.

She sees a past image of her mom....

But as Emily watches it- her pain of regret and anguish builds... she is trying to get through...but no one notices because these are all unchanged events of the past.....

The first time I ever saw this play live...though I had been fighting back the tears... I couldn't contain it any longer.... this simple play about simple life lifted the veil on a tragic truth....

Emily sums it up as she has had enough.....

“Oh, earth, you're too wonderful for anybody to realize you.” 

So as I write these things..I understand we live in a fallen world and we are fallen people... there was no such thing as 'the golden age'- in fact, read the Book of Revelation sometimes... the church was in a mess of persecution and internal problems.

But are we losing something even more in the process?

I worry that we are losing relationships... good, solid, quality... FRIENDSHIPS.

In a world of texts and tweets..... are our young people figuring out what it means to really be a friend? Do we know how to love?

And lately, that is what God has been trying to get through to me.

I know the problem... Jesus said it well in the Olivet Discourse in Matthew 24:

And Jesus answered them, “See that no one leads you astray. For many will come in my name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and they will lead many astray. And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not alarmed, for this must take place, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are but the beginning of the birth pains. “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for my name's sake. And then many will fall away and betray one another and hate one another. And many false prophets will arise and lead many astray. And because lawlessness will be increased, the love of many will grow cold. (Matthew 24:4-12 ESV)

See the last line again....

"And because lawlessness will be increased, the love of many will grow cold."

Have you ever thought much about that statement? I have spent hours pondering it.

Lawlessness is ultimately 'selfishness'. I will do what I want to do. There is no moral law. I have no authority. I will not submit or humble myself.

Selfishness is self absorption...self love.

And if the entire effort of love is self love, there is no love for God and NO love for others.

True love is sacrificial...it is submissive..it is others.....

So what is God trying to tell me? .... "Don't let your love grow cold!"

So what is the solution?

It is found in this key verse...one we often overlook in the context of great gospel truth.

Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:26-28 ESV)

In other words... I need ANOTHER SPIRIT to help me find ANOTHER love.

B.B. Warfield...writing to me over 100 years ago..confirmed this recently:

“Surely it must mean much to us that we live in the dispensation of the Spirit, a dispensation in which the Spirit of God is poured out upon all flesh with the end of extending the bounds of God's Kingdom until it covers the earth; and that He is poured out in the hearts of His people so that He reigns in their hearts and powerfully determines them to do holiness and righteousness all the days of their lives. Because we live under this dispensation, we are free from the outward pressure of law and have love shed abroad in our hearts, and, being led by the Spirit of God, are His Sons, yielding a willing obedience and by instinct doing what is conformable to His will.” Excerpt From: B. B. Warfield. “Faith and Life.”

Would you pray with me and for me? The enemy wants to divide us by rumor, gossip, and selfish hearts that are dark and cold.

God wants to pour out His Spirit. A Spirit of love.. proven.. demonstrated by Jesus in that while I was yet a sinner, He died for me!

I want my love to be so powerful that my daughters, and all of our young people are peeled away from screens and drawn to God's love.

Let's learn how to look at one another......

Let's learn how to love one another......

Let's learn how to be friends...... again.

We need one another in this dark and weary land.

My Mercedes Marathon- 2015

When I finished the Music City Marathon in 2011 (Link: Music City Miracle), I knew I wanted to do at least 1 more.

I finished that goal by running in the Mercedes Marathon this past weekend as a 'bucket list' challenge: I wanted to run a marathon at age 50.

TRAINING:

The biggest challenge of a marathon is the commitment to train. I basically did a 26 week running schedule- the toughest part being right in the middle of football season!

AND- I had my gall bladder removed about 10 days before my training was supposed to start! I hope my surgeon does not read this... she would not be happy that I was at football practice 2 days after surgery and began slow jogging just 10 days later.

Lisa was a huge help through Sept and Oct- because we often were starting the 7 and 8 mile mid-week runs at 4:40 AM!

And we had a tough football season- so most of my fall long runs on Saturdays was sad. We did have some great moments including a 12 mile run in Tuscaloosa during the Alabama- Texas A&M game and a 18 mile run at Chief Ladiga Trail- running from Piedmont through Jacksonville, AL.

I laugh because I said I wanted to run a 1/2 and a full as a goal only to realize that I ran 11 half marathons (or more)!

My hardest pre-marathon run was a 24.5 killer at my usual long site: this is for my notes but I ran the Mtn Brook Jemison loop 3 times and did the entire Homewood greenbelt.... I was dying!

SHOES AND EQUIPMENT

I made a decision to train in 'neutral Nikes' (pictured above). The lady at Track Shack was shocked that I was running roads in trail shoes...but I had not 1 single injury during the entire time. My favorite shoe was the Terra Kiger- but I ran the Race (started) in Pegasus. All in all I ran through 4 pair of shoes!

Again- thankful to be injury free for the entire process!

I used map my run- but again GPS is off of a real road race. For example - my 24.5 run may have only been 22.5.


Long Running Musts:
water and re-hydrate or sports drink
Gu or I liked Laura Bars
Ibuprofen
Body Glide
Hat/sunglasses/ear buds
better trim toenails!

ELECTROLYTES AND VITAMINS

I would be remiss if I didn't mention how Emergen-C and Advocare Spark and Rehydrate helped me during my runs and in my recovery.

These items became very important to me in terms of supplementing my water throughout my weeks of training.

Ernie Conwell introduced me to Emergen-C in 2006 or 2007 and it has become a staple for me. I believe I am a much healthier person because of it.

Meredith Fitzpatrick was kind enough to suggest Spark and Rehydrate to me. I ended up liking Rehydrate better because it didn't have caffeine. But I know that when I drank a water bottle with rehydrate in it around mile 13 on my long training runs, I noticed it took longer for me to 'hit the wall' and I never experienced severe cramping.

Always thankful for the good people God sends my way to help me out!


PRE-RACE

Could not have been worse- I had a tough December- then I was sick almost all January! I coughed for 3 weeks!

The Friday before was one of my worst days at work ever
Saturday night, I chaperoned the school dance in the rain

I went to bed Sat night at 12:30- calves tired- and stressed! As I fought to sleep my thought was "I am in big trouble".

WEATHER BLESSING:

Mid week as 19 degrees- weekend rain- so to get to run in 50 degree slight mist was a pure blessing!

MY RACE:

I enjoyed it- I like the route and 2 laps is fine. I really feel I might have broken 5 hours had I not stepped in a big puddle around mile 8! I just did not see it and stepped right in it!

By mile 13 I could tell my left foot was getting raw.

I called my wife and she brought the dry shoes and socks I had packed. We swapped out at Railroad Park- but I lost 3 or 4 minutes in the process. Had I not changed though... I would not have finished.

I feel very blessed to do this- I am now retired from Marathons!


Here are My stats 2011 and 2015

OFFICIAL STATS:

MUSIC CITY 2011                         MERCEDES 2015

FINISH: 5:12:53                                 FINISH: 5:13:39

PACE:11:56                                      PACE: 11:59
5K- 32:27                                           5K- 

10K:1:06:41                                      10K- 1:04:55

HALF: 2:21:34                                   HALF 2:19:37

20 MI: 3:43:59
OVERALL: 2918 OUT OF 4082         705 out of 850?
DIVISION: 185 OUT OF 240              73 (50 YEARS OLD) out of 81
GENDER: 1727 OUT OF 2249           472 out of 575?

The Right of the Owner and the Appeal of our Arguments

In my lifetime, we have seen the ebb and flow of argumentation and the swing of momentum among societal attitudes in areas of the social norms of morality. How do we judge right and wrong? Is there a consensus of virtue?


The study of these trends are fascinating: women's issues, civil rights, medical ethics, abortion, the legalization of marijuana, 'just' wars, economic equality, and most recently the definition of marriage issues.



As we see poll after poll, trends of momentum, and the wrestling of a nation over 'justice' and 'protection' in 'issues'- it is the major shift that often goes unnoticed.

As an Alabamian, I have watched with fascination the comparison and posturing of two of these important issues. Is the debate over so-called same sex marriage a civil rights issue?

What sparked my brain enough to finally write about this came from an interview between Judge Roy Moore and CNN news anchor, Chris Cuomo, on Feb. 12, 2015.

Just a google search of that debate gives you the flavor of headlines that summarize how the interview went according to popular opinion:

CNN's Cuomo Badgers Roy Moore

CNN's Chris Cuomo grills Alabama Chief Justice Roy Moore

Chris Cuomo Battles AL Justice Roy Moore in Epic 25 Minute ...

Chris Cuomo Destroys AL Justice Roy Moore in Epic, Combative ...

As I watched a replay of the almost 30 minute debate (extraordinary for TV), I was impressed by both men and their ability to draw on important distinctions of their views.

But the key difference (and what has become THE key difference in all social issues) was seen in the most heated part of the exchange:

Transcript provided (CNN)

MOORE: No, I believe that's a matter of law because our rights contained in the bill of rights do not come from the Constitution; they come from God. It's clearly stated -- 

CUOMO: Our laws do not come from God, Your Honor, and you know that. They come from man. 

MOORE: Well, let me ask you one question. Let me ask you one question, Chris. Is the Declaration of Independence law? 

CUOMO: You would call it organic law as a basis for future laws off of it? 

MOORE: I would call it the organic law because the United States code calls it organic law. It is organic law because the law of this country calls it the organic law of our country means where our rights come from. And if they come from there, men can't take -- 

CUOMO: Our rights do not come from God. That's your faith. That's my faith. But that's not our country. Our laws come from collective agreement and compromise. 

MOORE: It's not a matter of faith, sir; it's a matter of organic law, which states we hold these truths to be self-evident that all men are held equal and endowed by their creator with certain inalienable rights, that among these are life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And the only role of government is stated in the next sentence, is to secure those rights for us. 
When government starts taking those rights away from us, then it's not securing it for us; it is violating the whole purpose of government. 

See the fundamental difference? Who is in charge of the final decision?

Now this key shift does not help me 'win' the argument... in fact, any study of current social trends will explain why evangelicals are 'losing' the popular consent. And to be honest, our inability to argue from the key difference ourselves hurts us in the mainstream of discourse.

The key demographic is who is the final judge in these matters?

A growing number of people will say 'the consensus of the republic'.

Christians will say 'the God of the Bible'.

We were fortunate that for many years, the two were hand in hand.. there was enough of a Christian consensus and the Judeo-Christian world view that decisions were made under the constraints that Biblical morality was a foundational aspect of our law and governance.

That has changed.

The Bible is not held in honor as our rule and authority and all religion has been relegated to the private sphere with no right to speak in the public square.

When the Supreme Court made the decision to sever Christianity from the government in removing prayer and the 10 Commandments in the 60's... the slow drift towards a utilitarian society began.

The Supreme Religion of our nation is Secularism whose final judge and owner is MAN. The fabric from which decisions are made is with the majority - the so called 51%... (however, I believe it is actually within the power of a smaller group of 'elites').

The owner now of our rights as a nation is MAN and it has been that way for a long time.

There is a fundamental difference in making decisions from those who see a higher law than Man's law.

Take for example- the comparison of the 1960's civil rights issues as further healing from the sin of the slave trade and the battle of same sex issues.

In God's law- Race is a sacred gift from God and sexuality is a gift from the Creator as well.

In Biblical terms-  it was a sin to recognize a PECKING ORDER of segregation when it came to a human beings race or ethnicity. We are all descendants of Adam...there is but one 'race'.

Yes, there were some who TRIED to argue the opposite...but the Bible always does a great job in correcting errors in interpretation. 

There are great translations in the language of the people...read it for yourself- racism and slavery are NOT in God's plan for humanity.

By this same 'authority' sex is a gift from God. We are to experience it as He has designed it.

It is a sin to transgress the gift of sexuality as the Owner defines it.

This doesn't mean that we may have desires to violate this God given gift... it is what we do with those desires and our response to the call of the gospel of Christ.

The same Bible (taken as a whole and in the light of the gospel) compels us to reject racism and reject homosexuality under the same principle- God is the Owner and He has communicated clearly how we are to act.

Sometimes, it looks like, on the surface- the views are inconsistent. We see an example of this in pro-life issues. The same Authority has puzzled non-believers for years.... How can a Christian be pro-life and pro-death penalty at the same time?

But both stances are under the same principle- life is sacred- it cannot be taken except in instances where God has commanded it. Capital punishment is God's law- showing that life is sacred. If you take a human life in a pre-meditated manner, you will receive the foremost punishment for such an act.

Life is sacred- race is sacred- sexuality is sacred. God owns these and we are not to arbitrarily redefine His will on these issues.

It is God who makes the rules on these issues... and man is rarely right in his personal choice.

There are those who are critical of the Scriptures or fight over interpretation- but any honest reader will see that the Bible speaks with great clarity when reading it in context and in the grand light of the gospel story.

I suspect the Supreme Court will rule in favor of redefining the definition of marriage this summer.

It will cause a lot of celebration... and someone will say "now it is legal and morally right".

And Bible believing Christians will say... it may be legal..but man's decision does not trump God's revelation.

And Bible believing Christians will be relegated to the mockery of current culture because we debate macro-evolution, man made climate change, the legalization of marijuana,  and abortion on demand.

At the same time-  we MUST be consistent:

Do we denounce, in love,  ALL sexual immorality including pornography and adultery? 
Are we willing to speak the truth in love and understanding regarding the struggle of sin?
Are we willing to minister to those who suffer the natural consequences of defying God's moral law?
Are we living out the call of Jesus to stand for justice, care for the poor, the widow, and the orphan?
Are we willing to embrace that the cross of Christ covers all sin for those who repent and believe in the atoning death of Jesus?

The world is watching...but more importantly-  the Owner Himself is watching.

A FINAL-AND MAYBE MOST IMPORTANT NOTE:

None of this should leave Christians wringing our hands in melodramatic whining. 

I have always found it interesting what the Apostle Paul wrote as Christianity was a small speck of influence in a very pagan society:

I wrote to you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people—not at all meaning the sexually immoral of this world, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters, since then you would need to go out of the world. But now I am writing to you not to associate with anyone who bears the name of brother if he is guilty of sexual immorality or greed, or is an idolater, reviler, drunkard, or swindler—not even to eat with such a one. For what have I to do with judging outsiders? Is it not those inside the church whom you are to judge? God judges those outside. “Purge the evil person from among you.” (1 Corinthians 5:9-13 ESV)

This verse has always instructed me to be loving to those who are receiving the gospel as a call for salvation... love them in patience and understanding.

I need to be more ruthless with me.. the one who should know better and encourage my fellow believers who bear the name of Christ- for His sake- to live under His ownership of our lives.

Who makes the supreme decisions in your life?

I expect there to be growing antagonism towards those who seek to live in a humble obedience to the gospel of Jesus Christ as contained in the Scriptures.

We may find ourselves giving a simple reply one day- one that also has deep roots in history past:

The magistrates may say: "Do you or do you not repudiate your books and the errors which they contain?"

And we will reply as Martin Luther replied:

"'Since then your imperial majesty and your lordships demand a simple answer, I will give you one without teeth and without horns. Unless I am convicted of error by the testimony of Scripture or by manifest evidence...I cannot and will not retract, for we must never act contrary to our conscience....Here I stand. God help me! Amen!" 

Responding to Accurate Charges of Atrocity in the History of Christendom

This week, there has been a lot of debate about a historical (some called moral) equivalency when comparing atrocities in the history of Christianity with those within the religion of Islam.

Most of this is coming from remarks made by President Obama at the National Prayer Breakfast on Feb. 5.

No one can deny the truth that horrible things have been done in the name of Christ. The harshest critics and the honest followers of Christ must admit that there are sad blights in the long history of the Christian faith.

My list (though not exhaustive) includes: the Crusades, the Inquisition, the Salem Witch trials, exploitation and mistakes made by missionaries, anti-Semitic attitudes and actions, the child abuse cases found within Roman Catholicism, and consistent violations of Christian teaching including everything from torture, killing, sexual immorality, false teaching.....

Some of my favorite heroes of the faith have dark stains within their biographies and writings- Martin Luther, John Calvin included.

The greatest men of faith, even those listed in the 'Hebrews Hall of Fame- Chapter 11' have times of failure and sin listed in the very passages that extol their faith. These include Noah (drunkenness), Abraham (lying), Moses (murder), Jacob (deceit), Samson (lust), David (adultery, murder).... the Bible records the highs and the lows. 

The only person to completely live according the the Holy requirements of God is the Son of God, Jesus Christ.

So what do we say in response to the charges of sin and hypocrisy?

And is there an equivalence when looking at these shortcomings of Christianity and other faiths?

But before I go further, there has to always be an important point made about the comparison of Christianity to any other faith.

Our default mode in human religion is to create a 'works' salvation... one where man must live GOOD enough to receive God's acceptance. The basic tenets of almost all human religion is to have our good deeds and virtue surpass our sin and vice.

The reason the Bible records the evil of man is to always shine the glorious light of the Christian gospel and the loving gift of Christ as the atoning sacrifice for sin. Man is not saved by his good works, and he doesn't HAVE to be condemned by his sin.... Jesus Christ is offered as God's provision for the reality of sin and the 'problem' of God's holiness.

If I were a truly brave man... I would gladly list all my current sins one by one where you could see how 'guilty' I am.... my thoughts, deeds, actions, and inactions place my life in danger of the fires of hell. I only have one option.... I cling to the cross of Jesus.. His death is my only hope... that is how good the gospel is!

The Christian gospel is unlike ANY other religion... Religion is man's best attempt to get to God. Christianity is God's successful plan to get to us!

I find it sad that our society portrays all 'faith' systems as the same.....

All religions are not the same. They have different systems and practices. I do believe that jihadist Islam poses a violent danger to our world today. All religions have the possibility of perpetrating great oppression and harm. One has to look no farther than the Crusades to see the destruction that misguided human beings can cause in the name of religious belief.

But even in the case of the Crusades, there are fundamental differences in belief.

The Crusades demonstrate followers of Islam doing what their faith requires them to do and followers of Christ ignoring what their Savior requires them to do. The Crusades represent Islam at its best and Christianity at its worst.

THE CASE FOR FAITH

I want to recommend a chapter in an excellent book- The Case for Faith, by Lee Strobel. Strobel takes on this issue along with other issues and questions Christians are asked.

Chapter 7 is entitled, 'Church History is Littered with Oppression and Violence'. Strobel looks at the history of the errors I listed and asks historian, Dr. John D. Woodbridge, to respond to these questions.

I will summarize his argument and list a few key quotes from the chapter: 

"CHRISTIANITY has been a boon to mankind... (and) has had a beneficent effect upon the human race... Most people today who live in an ostensibly Christian environment with Christian ethics do not realize how much we owe to Jesus of Nazareth... What goodness and mercy there is in this world has come in a large measure from Him."  Dr. D. James Kennedy

Christians tend to see the instances of church abuse and violence through the centuries as anomalies in an otherwise positive situation. Critics, however, are more apt to see the travesties.....

Some of Woodbridge (some paraphrasing):

We always have to be careful when attributing sin to the 'church'. We must always make a point to show the line of demarcation... there are 'true' Christians and 'false' Christians. Sheep and Wolves in sheep's clothing.. cultural Christians and authentic Christians.. in the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus speaks of those who say "Lord, Lord" but Jesus says "Depart from Me, I never knew you".

"there are misleading stereotypes about what Christians have done and haven't done based on the reality that some critics fail to notice a difference in a cultural Christian and an authentic one." 

It is not the teachings of Jesus that are fault here.. it is (the inability of His followers to follow Him.)
'for whatever reason...they greatly strayed away from what he (Jesus) clearly taught.

We often think of Christians as the imposing majority when history does not bear that out....

"The typical Christian lives in a developing country, speaks a non-European language, and exists in the constant threat of persecution"

We must never downplay the tragedy of these terrible moments in history......

but, at the same  time, we must also recognize that in most cases... it was Christians who played key roles in righting the wrongs. And this often came from re-discovering the unchanging truth of God's Word and applying it accurately.

You can name and count many of the atrocities.... but there have been innumerable acts of charity that have been God-honoring.

A CALL TO THOSE LIVING ACCORDING TO NON-CHRSITIAN FAITHS

As I close, let me make one final plea:

Christianity makes a 'call' to the world.... we echo the call of Jesus.... 'sinner come unto Me'. 

True Christianity will never subjugate others with threat of sword... the True Church of Jesus is compelled to humbly serve and love... even those who do not believe.

We have never done it as well as we should... we often look 'no different' that the world... but we cry out.. do not judge this message based on our failures... judge the message on the ONE who gave it and the ONE who lived it and the ONE who demonstrated His love for us in that while we were yet sinners Jesus died for us.

All who are oppressed under a yoke of man made religion.. the fear and pressure to live perfectly and a zeal to kill... walk away from that and enter into forgiveness and peace.

All faiths are not the same......

Come to Jesus... the One who conquered the grave... the One who is alive and offers grace and mercy.

Lay down the arms of Jihad and embrace the sweetness of being a child of the King!

Super Bowl 49- Calling Plays

As I was watching the game last night, I was reminded of a post I made in 2010 about the tough life of a play caller. One of the toughest lessons I have learned over the years is to not out think the pressure situations- put it in the hands of the best player.

1 timeout.... 2nd and goal... it becomes a potential 'throw away down'. I personally don't like an inside slant in that position, 

When you call it- the QB,Wilson is placed in the trigger puller of 'yes' or 'no'.

What Wilson saw was the 'open window' that the YES/NO alert made it a GREEN/GO.

The execution of the play was worse than the call- but I can't defend the call. The 'rub' was not vertical enough, the alignment was too tight to the run box, the route wasn't as sharp and physical to the ball for that part of the field, and the throw was too soft. If the stack was a little wider, the rub a little more vertical, the slant a tad sharper and more physical, and the throw a tad firmer- the Seahawks win.

You HAVE to give corner Malcolm Butler credit for an AMAZING rocket step.

So as you read what I posted in 2011... it is still the same... a good call works and a bad call doesn't... but that would not have been my call in that spot. Naked with a walk in or throw away? Yes  Give to Lynch and use timeout? Probably on 3rd down.......

Life of a Play Caller

When a coach is planing for a game- he is putting into his mental rehearsal a lot of information. First, he knows his team and players. He has watched them live and on film and he knows both strengths and weaknesses. He knows how healthy they are. He knows who is likely to perform under pressure and who is likely to choke. He has certain plays and players he trusts and he has certain others he does not.

Secondly, a coach tries to guess what the other team knows. As an opposing coach breaks down his team, what does he see? Who is he impressed with? Where does he see weaknesses?

Both coaches see schemes- and almost any coach knows the strong and weak match-ups of scheme. Behind the scheme are philosophical beliefs that have strengths and weaknesses as well. Some teams are very good against your philosophy and scheme- and other teams create real issues.

Thirdly, there is the plan and practice of the plan. What was new this week? How did it look? Was it repped enough to a point where the players can execute it in the game?

Finally, there is the game condition itself. How is the game going? What is the weather, field conditions, momentum?

There are many different styles and ways to call a game. I see it being very similar to playing a par 5 in golf. The drive is the field position- are we in the fairway? Then there is the risk and reward- do we lay up or go for the green in two? And you can always out think yourself a little- what is the other guy going to do? Is he coming with the blitz or will he back off in a zone?

Now- let me add one other factor- PLAY CLOCK. A good play caller has to immediately call out personnel, formation, and play- you really get no time to weigh pro and cons. That is why the excellent ones have experience and mental rehearsal to quickly pull the trigger.

The bottom line is this: it is kind of stupid to ever say "That was a dumb play call" unless you are privy to all the conditions I have described above. That is why it is very, very rare for me to even entertain the idea of questioning a play call. I tend to be a very supportive coach in that area.

To the common observer -
  A GOOD PLAY CALL WORKS AND BAD ONE DOESN'T.

I have had coaches tell me that I called a good game- it feels good- but the bottom line is this- only I know when I botched a call- which means I put the formation to the wrong side of the field- or I messed up the personnel- or I called something that I knew the players struggled with- or mis-spoke.

Next time you are at a game- don't fall into the temptation of saying 'that was a dumb call'- it might have been a brilliant call, but it just didn't happen. I have had dumb calls go for TD's and great ones lose the game..... it is that crazy of a sport!

Book Review (Plug)- 50 Years of Crimson Tide Faith

Book review:

FIFTY YEARS OF CRIMSON TIDE FAITH
BY WAYNE ATCHESON

I remember picking up my phone in October of 2013 and hearing the distinct greeting that immediately registered 'Mr. A'. Wayne Atcheson's voice is always full of energy, warmth, and joy.

He was writing a book and wanted me to tell about my experiences in FCA.

When I first got to Alabama (1982), Dr. Gary White was faithfully continuing the amazing ministry that Alabama's FCA has always had. When Mr. Atcheson returned to campus to become the head of  athletic media relations, he and his wife, Barbara, jumped right in where they had left off.

Where would I be without Alabama's FCA? I just don't know... 

I do know that getting a chance to walk away from football practice/workouts/studying and walk into the annex of Bryant Hall on Wednesday nights was an oasis for my time at Alabama.

Mr. Atcheson called me and told me he was writing a book on the 50th anniversary of the ministry that was started in 1964 and continues to this day. The University of Alabama has deep tradition and noteworthy achievements.... but to me... having the longest, continuing FCA on campus ministry is a special achievement.

 When I first started going to the meetings- it had already achieved that status. 

In the early days, it took some convincing to Coach Bryant to start the FCA meetings. As I have documented on my Coach Bryant blog (Bear Bryant Memories), Coach Bryant had a logical concern when it came to the mixing of faith and football.

Coach Bryant told us on more than one occasion about the 3 toughest linebackers he ever coached against were 3 guys at Baylor who went on the be Baptist preachers!

And Mr. A told us how early on Coach Bryant was worried that FCA was going to be the worst thing that happened to his program, but after just a few years.. he realized the opposite. He told Mr. A that FCA was one of the best things that ever happened to his football team.

THE BOOK:

I received my first copy of the book when I went to a book signing ceremony where Mr. A, Wesley Britt, and Bobby Humphrey all greeted eager Tide fans and signed a good number of books.

It is outstanding! Mr. Atcheson knows the right way to present the stories.

I have given away about 5 copies of the book and what has been cool is the response I have received. The way the chapters are written makes it very pleasurable to read in intervals... each story being its own testimony to God's faithfulness and grace.

IMPACT WITHOUT MEASURE

When I finished the last page, I paused and was overwhelmed with one thought that stuck with me for many days....

Lives!....... Souls! The great number of people who were connected and blessed!

God's kingdom has a ministry that multiplies.

Like the parables that Jesus told where the smallest things grow to enormous things (example of the Mustard seed), I 'saw' thousands and thousands of lives that had been touched by the men and women who had contact with the ministry of FCA.

In the early 60's.. Mr. A would type a unique 'newsletter'..it had quotes, verses, kind of a Christian version of Poor Richard's Almanac. He would then walk down the hall of green doors and put that flyer into each room.

The book chronicles all the tangible lives we do see..... I believe the impact of the ministry is even more in the realm of the unseen and unknown.

Like the guys who read the flyer and maybe never came to a meeting, but a seed was planted for a time in the future.

Or those who gave money to buy drinks, funds for retreats....

Those who prayed.... I can't wait to watch the replay of prayer impact  when we get to eternity!

Or all the players who traveled to small towns throughout the state and gave testimonies to crowds of young people.

50 years had multiplied into changed lives... in staggering numbers and it continues to this day!

Thank you, Mr. A, Dr. White and so many more who dedicated their lives to helping guide young men through the maze of the odyssey of college days.

Ultimately, all of this is about the GOSPEL of Jesus Christ. The good news for sinful men. If you followed any character in the book and looked close enough... you would find sin. I say that first hand as one of those stories!

But what I heard every Wednesday night were connectors and reminders that we cannot earn God's love, we do not add up good deeds and receive God's favor..... 

We came each week thankful that there was a substitute. Jesus Christ willingly gave His life that we may find justification in His cleansing blood of sacrifice and atonement.

I am not good...He is good.

I am not perfect...He is perfect.

And we walked out of the Bryant Hall Annex every Wednesday night with the renewed hope and joy of that message. 

And the result? Read the book! It is a great testimony to the power of the gospel and the platform of Alabama athletics... all to the glory of God.  

ESPN GAMEDAY

My last interaction with Mr. A was on campus during ESPN College Gameday before the Mississippi State game this year.

I saw a sharp dressed Mr. Atcheson going through the crowd and cheerfully/humbly giving out little flyers about the book.

He saw me, exchanged warm greetings, he gave me a stack of flyers and moved on.

I stopped watching the GameDay show at that moment. I watched Mr. A for a full 5 or 10 minutes... walking along.. like the Sower in the parable... faithfully throwing out the good seed and praying for good soil.

I want to be there to see all of the fruit that this faithful man has been a part of..... more stories than any book could ever hold!

By the way- Mr. Atcheson now runs the Billy Graham library. He has been honored by Samford University for his distinguished work and career... the man is still sowing ALL THE TIME.

Wayne Atcheson- Billy Graham Library